New year new you they say. That’s a load of rubbish I say.
Nothing changes from the last day of the year to the first day of the following year.
Some people wake up hungover, some make revolutions, some carry on as normal etc. etc.
This year I am not going to make resolutions, I am not going to drink alcohol to bring in the new year. In fact I am likely to be in bed before midnight.
I would just like to carry on as though it is a normal day. This is my way of getting through it.
I have been struggling more than normal the last few days. So, I don’t want to make a big thing about it being new years eve.
All I can do is hope that 2019 will be better than 2018 and the years before that.
I have two goals and they are life goals rather than new year goals.
• To be able to come out the other side of dealing with my demons
• Go forward helping others achieve the same.
If I can achieve those in life then my goals have been met and my life has been worth it.